When the darkness falls

Dear God,
I know you are there when darkness settles. I don't have to question. When it seems the tower will cave...you are there. I know you will pick up the pieces. You will take my ashes and create a new work of art better than the one before. My weakness is great. I cave and fall like a deck of cards.
I effect so many people around me with my choices. I want to make better choices. The bicycle is out of control, my bare feet are blistered. I bleed from my withered fingers. Wretched is my soul. I know why the sinner sings Amazing Grace...how sweet the sound! I am that undeserving maget that knows nothing but of itself.
Truth I do not know. Wisdom I have lost. Darkness covers my joy and Satan takes his one degree.
But you are in the emptyness. The bitter, cold and lonely spaces.
Fill me Lord. Fill me with you grace.
Amen.